Glutton

For punishment, that is. I know I've been slipping a bit lately so I went to a meeting Saturday to get a tall cool drink of reality. Sure enough, I was up 1.2 pounds. And that's after my weigh-in two weeks ago where I was up almost a pound from the month before. And the squirrel in my brain cries that things are spinning wildly out of control....

When I'm thinking clearly, I realize how ridiculously my standards have changed. When starting Weight Watchers, I refused to set my goal at 165 because I insisted that it was too low for me and simply not maintainable. Now I get all jittery when I get as high as 165. What up wit dat?

For the next few months, I’m going to try to hit the meetings twice a month instead of once. I wonder if I can just ask the leader to give me a quick slap to the face and I'll carry on?

I don't know how my stats translate in the realm of the KOTRB. I'm up 1.2 this fortnight but still 4 pounds below my official maintenance weight. I guess we'll just have to weight, oops, wait until all you other Kah-niggits are at your goal weights and then we can throw my MAM total into a collective total. Or something like that. Possibly involving calculus. Or an abacus.

MAM (Months at Maintenance): 7.5
Last 4W (Weight Watchers Weigh-in Weight): 163.8
Last HSW (Home Scale Weight): 163.5